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| To je sve što sam hteo da ispričam. | THAT’S ALL I'm going to tell about. |
| Mogao bih možda da vam pričam šta sam radio kad sam stigao kući, i kako sam se razboleo i ostalo, i u koju školu treba da krenem najesen, kada izađem odavde, ali nisam raspoložen za to. Najozbiljnije. Sve me to ne zanima baš mnogo u ovom trenutku. | I could probably tell you what I did after I went home, and how I got sick and all, and what school I'm supposed to go to next fall, after I get out of here, but I don't feel like it. I really don't. That stuff doesn't interest me too much right now. |
| Mnogi me stalno pitaju, pogotovo taj psihoanalitičar odavde, da li ću da se posvetim učenju kad se idućeg septembra vratim u školu. To je, po meni, baš glupo pitanje. Mislim, otkud znaš šta ćeš da uradiš dok to ne vratiš? | A lot of people, especially this one psychoanalyst guy they have here, keeps asking me if I'm going apply myself when I go back to school next September. It's such a stupid question, in my opinion. I mean how do you know what you're going to do till you do it? |
| Odgovor je - ne znaš. Ja verujem da hoću, ali otkud znam? Baš glupo pitanje, zaista. | The answer is, you don't. I think I am, but how do I know? I swear it's a stupid question. |
| D.B. nije tako loš kao ostali, ali i on mi stalno postavlja gomilu nekih pitanja. Dovezao se ovamo prošle subote s tom engleskom glumicom koja igra u nekom novom filmu za koji on piše scenario. Prilično se prenemaže, ta glumica, ali mnogo dobro izgleda. | D.B. isn't as bad as the rest of them, but he keeps asking me a lot of questions, too. He drove over last Saturday with this English babe that's in this new picture he's writing. She was pretty affected, but very good-looking. |
| Sve u svemu, kad je jednom otišla u toalet, čak u drugo krilo zgrade, D.B. me pitao šta mislim o svemu tome što sam vam ispričao. Nisam znao šta, kog đavola, da mu kažem. Ako baš hoćete da znate, ja i ne znam šta da mislim o tome. | Anyway, one time when she went to the ladies' room way the hell down in the other wing D.B. asked me what I thought about all this stuff I just finished telling you about. I didn't know what the hell to say. If you want to know the truth, I don't know what I think about it. |
| Žao mi je što sam tolikim ljudima pričao sve to. Znam samo da mi nekako nedostaju svi o kojima sam pričao. Čak i stari Stredleter i Ekli, na primer. Mislim da mi čak nedostaje i onaj prokleti Moris. Čudno je to. Nemojte nikad nikome ništa da pričate. Ako to uradite, odmah će početi da vam nedostaju, svi oni. | I'm sorry I told so many people about it. About all I know is, I sort of miss everybody I told about. Even old Stradlater and Ackley, for instance. I think I even miss that goddam Maurice. It's funny. Don't ever tell anybody anything. If you do, you start missing everybody. |